something beautiful

wow, chris lambton youre great man.

i really don't know how to begin. and yes, i love this man and ive so much respect for him. yes, ive been obsessing over the hotness of this man but this post is not about that because he truly deserves more than an obsession of his physical appearance. in fact, what happened during the final rose episode makes him that much hotter than i originally thought. for those of you who thinks hes creepy (mostly, it was abc's fault), youre clearly mistaken. everyone needs to watch the bachelorette's final rose episode. because there is something so beautiful that happened.

yes, it was very painful watching but it also makes you want to applaud a great man. chris' leaving speech made me have so much love and respect for him. not once did he make a statement about how ali made a mistake for letting him go and how he wouldve been the better man for her instead or roberto. nor did he ever think of the things he has ever done in their relationship or blame anyone or anything for the break it. all he ever said was "i'm just not the one." and what he said is very truly sometimes you can't really reason why certain things happen and probably it just wasn't meant to be. the way he bowed out was so graceful and deserves a lot of respect. chris cannot have been a better man for leaving like that.

as for ali, yes, she may have hurt him but she did the right thing. lets be honest, ali really isnt that type of girl chris is really looking for. and i also have respect for her for doing what she had to do. yes, she may have put chris through more sadness after what he's been through but it wouldve hurt him more if she either decided to do it during the rose ceremony and made him get down on one knee or if he did win and she did choose him, and later something went wrong and their break up was blown out of proportions by the media and tabloids. i dont think chris deserves to be put through that. and i really dont think ali is the one who could really "heal" and understand what chris has been through or even truly comprehended how much hes been through. he really needs someone whose going to stand by his side and someone for him to truly love. so thank you ali for doing the right thing. yes you may have caused him sadness that day but it is all for the better. thank god, because she shouldnt make him get down on one knee and propose to her because his proposal should be saved for someone more worthy for his love. he seems like that guy who would only get down on one knee once and propose to the love of his life. although he did say ali was his soul mate, i think he has yet to find "the one". and i think he will "the one" and she will be as amazing as he is.

the fact that chris thanked ali and complimented ali after she broke up with him before their final date just really put him up there. there is not greater thing he couldve done to bow out. i thank you for taking it like a man. a graceful one of that matter. ( i dont even think graceful is a powerful word enough to describe how he handled the situation)

the rainbow that appears shortly after the break up when chris was left in sadness and confusion is just the cherry on top. yes the break up sucked and everyone is probably sad and upset by what just happened. but wow that rainbow. if that rainbow was real (which i for sure hope so, and abc did not do it as a scheme) then that must have been a miracle. the rainbow just reminded everybody that everything will be ok and chris himself will be ok. and the fact that it happened just made me feel for him. like i can only imagine how he reacted when he saw that rainbow. and yes he was right. his mom must have been so proud of him for putting himself out there and for the way he left.

thank you, chris lamton for being one of the greatest man in the world. you're truly a man of character.

as much as i would love to see chris become the next bachelor, i personally think that it would screw him over on the long run. yes, it is going to great to see chris on tv and watch him find love again. but the truth is, chris would be probably not find what he truly deserves. like many past bachelorette and bachelors, tv relationships never seem to work out. and that would just hurt him more and he doesnt deserve to be put into much more pain that.

i dont know if abc simulated all of this. i truly hope not. because it was such a great thing that he did and a beautiful moment. this won't ever be forgotten in my mind. it was truly an emotion thing to watch and really felt for the whole situation. this is probably the first time i really brawled. i seriously wanted to get up and clap after he left his leaving message.

chris lambton, you're a truly a man. i wish you the very best in the future. i really hope you find love again and find someone who you are really in love with because there is no one in the world who could possibly deserve to find love as you. and no one deserves to find someone more amazing and loving than you. thank you for doing something so amazing and great.

cannot reiterate enough how much respect i have for what he did in that episode. he is truly a great man of character. thank you for being so graceful and doing what you did. you truly deserve so much more. and ali, i cannot thank you more what you did and im sure that pain you put chris through is truly worth it.

this season's bachelorette cannot have ended a better way.